Tuesday, April 10, 2012

#foreveralone. I am forever alone forever.......!



This is my best friend whom I can hug and hug and hug when I cried and when tears fell down. I am forever alone in this world. I am learning to stand on my own two feet without those people who made me cry. My teddy is my precious and dearest friend in need at night. I sleep well at night and all through the night. With teddy, I am forever secured and safe in his loving arms. IN HIS LOVING ARMS. Praise the Lord for teddy and my beloved teddy doesn't occupy much space of mine. I leave him on my bed. He loves it there and spend his time waiting for the night when I will hug him to go to sleep. I sleep well with teddy who gave me light and warm to dream the sweetest of all dreams. I long to see teddy everynight and hold him in my arms. Praise the Lord for teddy !

Being alone in this world isn't the last thing that made you sad. At least you still have your own family who can love you to the brink. Like teddy. My immediate family doesn't want me but my blood family loves me to the last. I am proud to be back home with my Dad and with my Mom and with the rest of the kin. My auntie is getting on really well with the help of my two hands. My brother's need is attended to the most and his servings is the best. With my mother's help, Mom and I uphold the integrity of the entire household. We all live in unity. And I still had loved the Lord. He also answered my prayers.

May I outshine my last days and my entire universe. I will serve my household with my Mom. My father's house I will save. My own house has already collapsed. But I will uphold and upgrade my father's house instead. I will help father live to a ripe old age and help Mom through eternity. I still praise God. I helped Mom with her cooking and helped her washed the dishes and cutlery and cleaned the table with a cloth. I helped Mom wash the laundry and hang it out to dry. I feed auntie who is handicapped and I served the Master and the Lord of the house well. Many thanks to my upbringing and through my experiences. The floor is sparkling clean and the garbage is taken out at all times. The garbage bin is always clean and with plastic bags to hold the trash. I listen to Mom and I can go to church. HURRAH for FREEDOM !!!!!!!!