Convenience Store - My haven. I buy food from the Kedai Runcit just situated outside, from the mini mart, Pasar Segar Jimat and the Marketplace. My world, my heaven. Food to cherish.

There is a Chinese Convenience Store just situated outside our house near the marketplace. I go there to buy food as I run errands for my family and for my mother.

I also buy from 7-eleven and from any other mini mart or supermarket.

There is a 99 Supermarket outside quite a distance but within my walking distance as I bring along my umbrella. My mother and all the residents here said that the goods and products are sold quite at affordable prices and within our housewive's budget - QUITE CHEAP ! I and my mother are regular patrons to this age-old heritage - shop till you drop !!!!!!!!

I overheard a hawker whispering to his colleague. "The Best Time in the world is holding a cup and sipping a cup of coffee." TIME OFF - having a tealicious CUP! COFFEE FOR THE SOUL !!!!! The Best Job in the world is still a HOUSEWIFE. Put money unto her hand ! She will cook for you and take care of your family. To the market by car and to the school to send off her kids !

Holding a cup is the BEST JOB !

THE BEST JOB FOR A LADY OR A WOMAN IS A HOUSEWIFE !

Everyday she thinks of FOOD FOOD FOOD for the family....!

She goes to the MARKET everyday of her life or once a week if her money is small. This is the special job of a Housewife.

#foreveralone. I am forever alone forever.......!

This is my best friend whom I can hug and hug and hug when I cried and when tears fell down. I am forever alone in this world. I am learning to stand on my own two feet without those people who made me cry. My teddy is my precious and dearest friend in need at night. I sleep well at night and all through the night. With teddy, I am forever secured and safe in his loving arms. IN HIS LOVING ARMS. Praise the Lord for teddy and my beloved teddy doesn't occupy much space of mine. I leave him on my bed. He loves it there and spend his time waiting for the night when I will hug him to go to sleep. I sleep well with teddy who gave me light and warm to dream the sweetest of all dreams. I long to see teddy everynight and hold him in my arms. Praise the Lord for teddy !

Being alone in this world isn't the last thing that made you sad. At least you still have your own family who can love you to the brink. Like teddy. My immediate family doesn't want me but my blood family loves me to the last. I am proud to be back home with my Dad and with my Mom and with the rest of the kin. My auntie is getting on really well with the help of my two hands. My brother's need is attended to the most and his servings is the best. With my mother's help, Mom and I uphold the integrity of the entire household. We all live in unity. And I still had loved the Lord. He also answered my prayers.

May I outshine my last days and my entire universe. I will serve my household with my Mom. My father's house I will save. My own house has already collapsed. But I will uphold and upgrade my father's house instead. I will help father live to a ripe old age and help Mom through eternity. I still praise God. I helped Mom with her cooking and helped her washed the dishes and cutlery and cleaned the table with a cloth. I helped Mom wash the laundry and hang it out to dry. I feed auntie who is handicapped and I served the Master and the Lord of the house well. Many thanks to my upbringing and through my experiences. The floor is sparkling clean and the garbage is taken out at all times. The garbage bin is always clean and with plastic bags to hold the trash. I listen to Mom and I can go to church. HURRAH for FREEDOM !!!!!!!!

Surreal ART : LOST WITHIN MYSELF......:D

I AM SO LOST WITHIN MYSELF. Everyday I keep pushing and pushing myself to go on and proceed to yet another day until something, SOMETHING "exciting" that doesn't use money shows up or SOME WORK which I LOVED...was being asked for me to do, for I longed to do something that I love. My work, everyday, chores after chores around the house, I HATE. I don't know how to tell Mom for she does look to me as another helping hand and I have never disappoint my own mother. So I am looking for something that I love to do and to do something with passion and with love. I hate all those chores after chores with mom but I do it out of love for her who sacrifice for so many. I know, I am an idiot , but how many, just HOW MANY of you are willing to sacrifice something or ANYTHING for another body, somebody else other than you? Other than your own stomach?

I love surreal art form image. That belongs to me. My tears. My pain. My joy. I think this world best suits me like this. I am always like this. Momma, I long for my passion to write to evolve and this is my passion other than eat , sleep, shit.

LAUGHTER ADDS RICHNESS, TEXTURE, AND COLOR TO OTHERWISE ORDINARY DAYS. IT IS A GIFT, A CHOICE, A DISCIPLINE, AND AN "ART". I lost my job. LAUGHTER is the Best Medicine. Unless you have time to play doctor. I am resting for the holidays as the year end is coming...

I work at MOM'S BAKERY AND CAFETERIA. )=D

I WORK AT MOM'S BAKERY AND CAFETERIA since 16th September , 2011 , 1 Malaysia Day. The pay is Good, Benefits is Great, Food is tasty and my service experience enhanced me to go on. I also know packing and packaging and bakery stuff. I also know waitressing, and serving and I am good at taking orders and keying in onto the computer for payment. I am good and all rounder.)D

Academically,when you are young,you should be good; but when you're old, SIMPLICITY counts. People may find you easy to LIVE WITH and food will be resourceful.)=D

The simplest solutions are often the cleverest. They are also usually wrong.....

A man's HAPPINESS is set on the foundation of his dreams, none of which may ever be realized, but the happiness is his REALITY in the RELENTLESS PURSUIT.......)=D

I wish that my husband's love and mine will once again be reunited........ Praise and Glory be to GOD!

I don't own a camera and my mobile handphone doesn't have a camera attached. I am safe from exploiting myself and my body as a whole......! Social Media can destroy your image if you don't take good care of it! ):D

DON'T SHOW YOUR SKIN TOO MUCH! =D

BBGS Museum - School Song (VOCAL)

My dear favoured school of all times, BBGS!

With all I AM...Best christian song ever....Hillsong

I Believe in You, My Lord Jesus Christ,ALMIGHTY GOD of the MOST HIGH! =D

If you look like this, your husband will be quite satisfied......

This is under ASIAN GIRLS BEING SEXY :)

STAY-AT-HOME-MOMS ): SAHMs

I know some people feel that housewifes should not be paid because all they do is "lift up your leg only......." The truth is Stay-At-Home-Moms are PRETTY HECTIC. They need to be paid well because it's a BORING JOB.=D

Being Sexy :)

Being sexy isn't all about flirting, it's about being responsible on both parts, the boy and the girl. Once the venom has been put, it is impossible to erase it out or eradicate it. We have to LIVE WITH IT. So it is wise to heed our mother's call and take care not to fall into temptation. Having sex is fun but it could be a painful ending to a moment of fulfillment. What sheer pleasure to find trouble at our doorstep! Be wise about it because it is a family affair. Many people has a share of the part they played and we had to stick to the truth. PRINCIPAL LASTS FOREVER...

LOVE PSYCHOLOGY & REVERSE PSYCHOLOGY :) D

ABSENCE MAKES THE HEART GREW FONDER! - DON'T CHANGE! As women we're often brought up to believe we have to be PERFECT to find the man of our dreams. That's rubbish. I know because I was one of the woman who strived for perfection for years! It didn't get me the man of my dreams. It did make me miserable though. I wasn't being myself. Don't cater to his every need ! It's not because you are the woman for him, it's because you'll do anything he wants. NEVER cook a man dinner every night. NEVER do his laundry if you are dating. NEVER clean his apartment for him and NEVER run over to his place simply because he's feeling frisky. NEVER change your appearance for him. NEVER ACT LIKE HIS MOTHER. NEVER assume he knows what you want. HE DOESN'T KNOW. - REVERSE PSYCHOLOGY../ :)

Guns N' Roses - November Rain

November Rain :D <3

HAMILTON~A National Leader for teaching students to write effectively,learn from each other and think for themselves :D

I have been writing since one year. I have learnt a lot from my thoughts and my action sprung from my thoughts. If I put POSITIVE thoughts into my writings, immediate POSITIVE actions erupted from my being because my soul comes from my writings.. I have perceived a lot but little comes what may, I know how to take charge and proper control over my life.. My wishes had come true and I had THANKED the Lord,God Almighty for his key to freedom..

I TAKE PROPER CONTROL OF MY LIFE through reading and perceiving my writings. I turned into a good being and the truth lies in my principles of life. Not his or any other man. Principles stick like glue and they live forever. PRINCIPLES LIVE ON but lies do not. I don't need another trauma to add into my marriage. My kids are doing fine. They have been well kept and well-entertained through their playstations and internet. I have my very own internet here with my family and I don't even played PS3. I don't play games. I only type and write and paste.

So far life has been keeping me good, with duties done and applauded , chores has been fulfilled. I had my ecstacy and now I have to give it back for the sake of my health.. My writings count for those are my thoughts and my actions and my karma is sound..Until my mother-in-law dies / pass-away, I will not or never be called home to be a slave and the money is not mine. I will have to put it onto the table at all means and my children's welfare is everything on me once again. I shall not take that until the day comes for my entire commitment.

So much for boyfriends and husbands. SERVING is their pride and the KEY to succeed. Use your hands. Empower yourself with your money. Spend it on their beings. THE RETURN will show up. Gratification later but strive. Just don't laugh at my misery or my ill-fate. Not all things are good. The bad will show up and how well you deal with it depends on how well you survive on your own means..HAPPY PARENTING :D

My FRIEND.

My friend is a good man who cares a lot for his offspring but there's a lot that he hasn't learnt. Apart from girls being very much romantic-typed (infact most girls do have this kind of emotional concept), my friend doesn't CARE. He thinks that a simple sum of money can buy a woman's heart / a girl's heart. Infact most girls go for more than just money even though the sum is small. The fact that THE HOUSE plays a very important role - the COMFORT ZONE.

I know my duties, I know my role, I just don't feel comforted or had any COMFORT at all. He doesn't care much about HIS HOUSE other than his full time job! I might buy the wrong things but people changed. The comfort in a relationship. The comfort zone at home is at stake..

I LIKE TO BE ROMANTIC!

I like a guy who's ROMANTIC and knows how to communicate. I like a guy who is EMOTIONAL because after sitting for a quiz, I found out that I'm actually a negotiator. I like people who don't tell me off, they just piss me. I don't like people to comment on bad things about me although I know how to change. Sometimes at the wrong time, it can be harsh and I feel the tension all the time. I don't like to comment on people other than wish them good and nice things in life. I am a typically sentimental person and tears come easily. I don't like to be seen crying or to be in tears. I don't like to be compared to a better person but if you know how to "talk"  I could easily change for the better.

Be SOFT and then you're approachable. Accept and smile or LAUGH it OFF. It works all the time. If you're angry, control your voice and tantrum. Turn away or break into a laughter. People will not be offended. DON'T ASK FOR MONEY. People will know how to buy you and piss you off. It never works.
Always know how to deal with a situation and make things work or go well AS A TEAM. Don't only think about yourself and your money. Things go well if you let others win and know how to accept defeat with a smile. PUSH IT OFF.  It works like magic if you know how to take care of self-esteem. GOOD LUCK be on your side..

JOURNAL ENTRY.

My Next-door neighbour's house caught fire when the lightning struck just three hours ago,noon. Today is thursday, 28th April 2011.We called the fire brigade because we saw fire coming out from the roof-top and the beams falling off to the ground. The fire brigade came and the fire was put off in no time. There was a water pump outside our house. People were taking pictures of the fire from the roof-top of the house. Handphones were flying with pictures here and there. Lucky it didn't distrubt the entire fire rescue. The residents were trying to capture the drama and post it in the internet of theirs. Everyone wanted to recollect the drama of the fire brigade putting out the fire. Everything went well and the fire was put off.

GOOD LIFE.

Having a good Life means doing the things you love and you cherished it. Having a passion means having a love of your life may it be an act, a purpose or a favour. Or it could even be in a human form - a person who can fulfill your life with something anew and afresh. Mine is an object or an act and a purpose in life. A purpose is the most important. Many people lead a normal life of force, sedentary lifestyle. Other than exposing your self to "danger", don't go out at night (for girls) unless you have to and your job requires you to go out at night. Somethings don't last for long, you may not be there permanent, things move and so do people of all walks of life. The thing is to enjoy while you can for certain things are hard to find and when you do find it in the end, you might not enjoy it or wanted it at all. Don't think of the "mission" in life but expect the least to come and the most will arrive.

I like to move on with life. I won't cry over spilt milk, get another bottle ,pay with your cash.There are some things that money can't buy and many things that money can make you do.

NATURE.

Nature has its ways of shaping things. Some people are borned to be queen, for example Princess Katey (Catherine) Middleton. I bet she's the luckiest girl ever!!!!! But underneath lies deep, unreluctant expectations......

How do I face life? I take one step at a time and at each step I take, I contemplate. Take each step as you reach and you won't fall. Don't push the problem away, it only gets farther behind but you still won't solve it. Face it and the truth will come out. Problem solved. Human nature had its ways.... I value that and treasure that thought. I may not understand a million things but if I take heed , I listen, I might come to a good conclusion that I can live with and accept. And there wasn't any case !!!