Guns N' Roses - November Rain

November Rain :D <3

HAMILTON~A National Leader for teaching students to write effectively,learn from each other and think for themselves :D

I have been writing since one year. I have learnt a lot from my thoughts and my action sprung from my thoughts. If I put POSITIVE thoughts into my writings, immediate POSITIVE actions erupted from my being because my soul comes from my writings.. I have perceived a lot but little comes what may, I know how to take charge and proper control over my life.. My wishes had come true and I had THANKED the Lord,God Almighty for his key to freedom..

I TAKE PROPER CONTROL OF MY LIFE through reading and perceiving my writings. I turned into a good being and the truth lies in my principles of life. Not his or any other man. Principles stick like glue and they live forever. PRINCIPLES LIVE ON but lies do not. I don't need another trauma to add into my marriage. My kids are doing fine. They have been well kept and well-entertained through their playstations and internet. I have my very own internet here with my family and I don't even played PS3. I don't play games. I only type and write and paste.

So far life has been keeping me good, with duties done and applauded , chores has been fulfilled. I had my ecstacy and now I have to give it back for the sake of my health.. My writings count for those are my thoughts and my actions and my karma is sound..Until my mother-in-law dies / pass-away, I will not or never be called home to be a slave and the money is not mine. I will have to put it onto the table at all means and my children's welfare is everything on me once again. I shall not take that until the day comes for my entire commitment.

So much for boyfriends and husbands. SERVING is their pride and the KEY to succeed. Use your hands. Empower yourself with your money. Spend it on their beings. THE RETURN will show up. Gratification later but strive. Just don't laugh at my misery or my ill-fate. Not all things are good. The bad will show up and how well you deal with it depends on how well you survive on your own means..HAPPY PARENTING :D

My FRIEND.

My friend is a good man who cares a lot for his offspring but there's a lot that he hasn't learnt. Apart from girls being very much romantic-typed (infact most girls do have this kind of emotional concept), my friend doesn't CARE. He thinks that a simple sum of money can buy a woman's heart / a girl's heart. Infact most girls go for more than just money even though the sum is small. The fact that THE HOUSE plays a very important role - the COMFORT ZONE.

I know my duties, I know my role, I just don't feel comforted or had any COMFORT at all. He doesn't care much about HIS HOUSE other than his full time job! I might buy the wrong things but people changed. The comfort in a relationship. The comfort zone at home is at stake..

I LIKE TO BE ROMANTIC!

I like a guy who's ROMANTIC and knows how to communicate. I like a guy who is EMOTIONAL because after sitting for a quiz, I found out that I'm actually a negotiator. I like people who don't tell me off, they just piss me. I don't like people to comment on bad things about me although I know how to change. Sometimes at the wrong time, it can be harsh and I feel the tension all the time. I don't like to comment on people other than wish them good and nice things in life. I am a typically sentimental person and tears come easily. I don't like to be seen crying or to be in tears. I don't like to be compared to a better person but if you know how to "talk"  I could easily change for the better.

Be SOFT and then you're approachable. Accept and smile or LAUGH it OFF. It works all the time. If you're angry, control your voice and tantrum. Turn away or break into a laughter. People will not be offended. DON'T ASK FOR MONEY. People will know how to buy you and piss you off. It never works.
Always know how to deal with a situation and make things work or go well AS A TEAM. Don't only think about yourself and your money. Things go well if you let others win and know how to accept defeat with a smile. PUSH IT OFF.  It works like magic if you know how to take care of self-esteem. GOOD LUCK be on your side..

JOURNAL ENTRY.

My Next-door neighbour's house caught fire when the lightning struck just three hours ago,noon. Today is thursday, 28th April 2011.We called the fire brigade because we saw fire coming out from the roof-top and the beams falling off to the ground. The fire brigade came and the fire was put off in no time. There was a water pump outside our house. People were taking pictures of the fire from the roof-top of the house. Handphones were flying with pictures here and there. Lucky it didn't distrubt the entire fire rescue. The residents were trying to capture the drama and post it in the internet of theirs. Everyone wanted to recollect the drama of the fire brigade putting out the fire. Everything went well and the fire was put off.

GOOD LIFE.

Having a good Life means doing the things you love and you cherished it. Having a passion means having a love of your life may it be an act, a purpose or a favour. Or it could even be in a human form - a person who can fulfill your life with something anew and afresh. Mine is an object or an act and a purpose in life. A purpose is the most important. Many people lead a normal life of force, sedentary lifestyle. Other than exposing your self to "danger", don't go out at night (for girls) unless you have to and your job requires you to go out at night. Somethings don't last for long, you may not be there permanent, things move and so do people of all walks of life. The thing is to enjoy while you can for certain things are hard to find and when you do find it in the end, you might not enjoy it or wanted it at all. Don't think of the "mission" in life but expect the least to come and the most will arrive.

I like to move on with life. I won't cry over spilt milk, get another bottle ,pay with your cash.There are some things that money can't buy and many things that money can make you do.

NATURE.

Nature has its ways of shaping things. Some people are borned to be queen, for example Princess Katey (Catherine) Middleton. I bet she's the luckiest girl ever!!!!! But underneath lies deep, unreluctant expectations......

How do I face life? I take one step at a time and at each step I take, I contemplate. Take each step as you reach and you won't fall. Don't push the problem away, it only gets farther behind but you still won't solve it. Face it and the truth will come out. Problem solved. Human nature had its ways.... I value that and treasure that thought. I may not understand a million things but if I take heed , I listen, I might come to a good conclusion that I can live with and accept. And there wasn't any case !!!

QUALITIES OF A GOOD HUSBAND.

I am not a LESBIAN.

WE ARE NOT LESBIANS IF WE DO NOT ENGAGED IN THE ACTIVITIES OF A LESBIAN! for example, Kissing among girls, unreasonable explicit act of intercoursing between two person of the same sex and vice versa for men if they do not want to be classified as homosexuals.