Thursday, May 3, 2012

Convenience Store - My haven. I buy food from the Kedai Runcit just situated outside, from the mini mart, Pasar Segar Jimat and the Marketplace. My world, my heaven. Food to cherish.



There is a Chinese Convenience Store just situated outside our house near the marketplace. I go there to buy food as I run errands for my family and for my mother.



I also buy from 7-eleven and from any other mini mart or supermarket.



There is a 99 Supermarket outside quite a distance but within my walking distance as I bring along my umbrella. My mother and all the residents here said that the goods and products are sold quite at affordable prices and within our housewive's budget - QUITE CHEAP ! I and my mother are regular patrons to this age-old heritage - shop till you drop !!!!!!!!

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

#foreveralone. I am forever alone forever.......!



This is my best friend whom I can hug and hug and hug when I cried and when tears fell down. I am forever alone in this world. I am learning to stand on my own two feet without those people who made me cry. My teddy is my precious and dearest friend in need at night. I sleep well at night and all through the night. With teddy, I am forever secured and safe in his loving arms. IN HIS LOVING ARMS. Praise the Lord for teddy and my beloved teddy doesn't occupy much space of mine. I leave him on my bed. He loves it there and spend his time waiting for the night when I will hug him to go to sleep. I sleep well with teddy who gave me light and warm to dream the sweetest of all dreams. I long to see teddy everynight and hold him in my arms. Praise the Lord for teddy !

Being alone in this world isn't the last thing that made you sad. At least you still have your own family who can love you to the brink. Like teddy. My immediate family doesn't want me but my blood family loves me to the last. I am proud to be back home with my Dad and with my Mom and with the rest of the kin. My auntie is getting on really well with the help of my two hands. My brother's need is attended to the most and his servings is the best. With my mother's help, Mom and I uphold the integrity of the entire household. We all live in unity. And I still had loved the Lord. He also answered my prayers.

May I outshine my last days and my entire universe. I will serve my household with my Mom. My father's house I will save. My own house has already collapsed. But I will uphold and upgrade my father's house instead. I will help father live to a ripe old age and help Mom through eternity. I still praise God. I helped Mom with her cooking and helped her washed the dishes and cutlery and cleaned the table with a cloth. I helped Mom wash the laundry and hang it out to dry. I feed auntie who is handicapped and I served the Master and the Lord of the house well. Many thanks to my upbringing and through my experiences. The floor is sparkling clean and the garbage is taken out at all times. The garbage bin is always clean and with plastic bags to hold the trash. I listen to Mom and I can go to church. HURRAH for FREEDOM !!!!!!!!

Saturday, January 14, 2012

Surreal ART : LOST WITHIN MYSELF......:D


I AM SO LOST WITHIN MYSELF. Everyday I keep pushing and pushing myself to go on and proceed to yet another day until something, SOMETHING "exciting" that doesn't use money shows up or SOME WORK which I LOVED...was being asked for me to do, for I longed to do something that I love. My work, everyday, chores after chores around the house, I HATE. I don't know how to tell Mom for she does look to me as another helping hand and I have never disappoint my own mother. So I am looking for something that I love to do and to do something with passion and with love. I hate all those chores after chores with mom but I do it out of love for her who sacrifice for so many. I know, I am an idiot , but how many, just HOW MANY of you are willing to sacrifice something or ANYTHING for another body, somebody else other than you? Other than your own stomach?

I love surreal art form image. That belongs to me. My tears. My pain. My joy. I think this world best suits me like this. I am always like this. Momma, I long for my passion to write to evolve and this is my passion other than eat , sleep, shit.

Friday, September 23, 2011

I work at MOM'S BAKERY AND CAFETERIA. )=D



I WORK AT MOM'S BAKERY AND CAFETERIA since 16th September , 2011 , 1 Malaysia Day. The pay is Good, Benefits is Great, Food is tasty and my service experience enhanced me to go on. I also know packing and packaging and bakery stuff. I also know waitressing, and serving and I am good at taking orders and keying in onto the computer for payment. I am good and all rounder.)D